weird when people you were once friends with die. what and how much of it are you entitled to feel? i’m not sure, i always hit a wall - sometimes i just become fascinated and others times consumed by overwhelming remorse and simple sadness.

let’s just put this out there: letting someone know via a casual facebook wall post is a bad idea. it’s uncomfortable. just call or send an email. a mass email even. and why is reason/cause of death kept such a secret?

hm

the ring pops sounded like good ideas at the time but i couldn’t commit. now i have sugar bumps (as kim calls them) on my tongue from a bite or two of cupcake. bless jord’s heart. bless his heart for talking to me today and providing ice cream, mimosas, baked goods, and encouragement. 

grocery money

my parents let me use their credit card for my groceries in college. my favorite activity of the week was getting super stoned and ordering from fresh direct. no punch line. 

dreaming - loudon wainwright

http://www.ilike.com/artist/Loudon+Wainwright+III/track/Dreaming?src=onebox

lessons i learned when i was a model

it’s so important to have FUN. when it stops being fun - get out!

don’t EVER slip up. to be skinny you must think skinny AT ALL TIMES

do not cut your hair unless you’re given over $100k to do so.

water isn’t THAT important

what happens when we grow up

cancer, babies, divorce, freak accidents, minor successes, major successes, emergence of traumatic memories that explain it all, couple funerals, couple weddings, paperwork, chronic fatigue

2 wing 3 chasin’ after me. 

a triscuit a tasket me in an ugly casket

ups downs smiles frowns

baby? maybe. 

so what, little mutt

venus

i love it/am confused when susan miller talks about ‘romance’ or ‘true love’ in her monthly forecasts. like, Nov 7th will be a great day for romance! does that mean great sex? need more info.